Trying

I have a lot to say, and I’m not really sure how to say it.

It’s been a year of me having this blog, and I feel like I’ve gone no where. I’m actually alright with that, because this year kicked my ass.

I’m sure you can agree.

I have so many ideas, things to say, things I want to say, and things I want to make, but I feel like I have a mega foot in my mouth and I can’t quite seem to get it out.

So I want you to know that I’m trying. I’m trying really hard. I’m trying to balance my life, school, and the things that I want to do. I’m trying to figure out a way to stay connected and up to date and healthy and happy and responsible. I’m trying to find a way to make everything work and the reality is that right now, everything is not working. Nothing is really working for me. But I’m sure I’m not alone in this.

That’s the reason that I’m here. I want to make you not feel alone. I want you to know that I’m trying too, and I’m struggling.

Remember that, every day that you don’t see me active online, that I’ve failed.

But failure shows that you’re trying.

And remember that every time you do see me active online, that it’s a day I feel like I’ve conquered. Or not, I mean, for that one you really just need to see what I’ve come to say.

I do have more to say, but I’m having a hard time saying it. So I ask you for patience and support.

I feel silly asking because I already have overwhelming support and patience from my circle.

I do have more to say, and it will come. I’m not sure how or when, but it will come when it’s ready to be shared.

So thank you for being here.

I ask that if you want to support me, engage with me. Keep me talking, ask me questions, help me make myself want to do this.

I’ve posted a video on YouTube (woo, my first!) about my morning routine. It would mean the world to me if you could watch it.

Again, thank you for being here, and listening to my rambling thoughts. I really really really appreciate you.

If you want to see my morning face, here’s the link: https://youtu.be/E-wS2K7vbUE

Stick with me, I can’t wait to be back.

xoxo, GBP

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